Never Have I Ever by Isabel Yap
dark, inspiring, mysterious, reflective, slow-paced
Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? Yes
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? It’s complicated
(I chose not to rate several stories due to my tragic lack of critical reading notes while I read the first half of the book.)
Good Girls — (chose not to rate)
The way the braided narrative switches between the second and third person threw me off at first, but once I understood our two POVs, I felt equally invested in both. Love the way the monster plays out here. The resonance of the good girls refrain hits hard even when I didn’t entirely understand its use. Those final lines are TO DIE FOR, and it feels like they’re something powerful in here about bridging loneliness.
A Cup of Salt Tears — (chose not to rate)
I love the articulation of the hollowness, and I gotta stan this monsterf*cking
Milagroso — 4/5 stars
Fascinating worldbuilding, so much to chew on here.
A Spell for Foolish Hearts — (chose not to rate)
Deeply sweet and quietly magical. Patrick is a little anxious, and I am very anxious, so my intense worry for Patrick’s happiness was distracting. Luckily, this is the kind of short story (novellete!) that becomes more enjoyable with every read.
Have you Heard the One about Anamaria Marquez? — (chose not to rate)
I love this so much. I love the different versions of the ghost story of Anamaria Marquez, I love the group of friends at the center of the story.
Syringe — 3/5 stars
Short and bittersweet. Not personally one of my favorites because I think it raised interesting ideas but didn’t ultimately explore them very deeply, and I’m the kinda girl who likes to chew on interesting concepts for a while as I read a piece.
River, Asphalt, Mother, Child — 3/5 stars
This story was not my favorite because it felt slightly removed from the human characters, but was nonetheless very moving.
Hurricane Heels — 5/5 stars
This whole story is a delight. This is a great magical girl story, and the creatures they fight are so cool!
Only Unclench your Hand — 4.5/5 stars
The relationships are moving, and the monstrous turn feels justified. There is something quietly horrifying here, an instinct to back away, but it also feels like justice… this seems to be a theme in the collection.
How to Swallow the Moon — 5/5 stars
GREAT IMAGERY, and the moon-eaters described filled with an incredible sense of wonder
All the Best of Dark and Bright — 4/5/5 stars
Lovely and grounded in its main character Macho, and I would love to discuss this with people because I’m not sure what to make of those final pages.
Misty — (chose not to rate)
I don’t entirely understand the way the braided narrative comes together at the end, but it is fascinating and I love it so much. There are such meaningful links between both halves of the story.
A Canticle for Lost Girls — 5/5 stars
I fucking love this! This is the kind of story that makes me screech and be so thankful I can read because I love the story so much. I love the focus on “girl world,” the isolation of this all-girls school. The building creepiness is done so well and it is genuinely horrifying. I love the way monstrousness creeps into the story, and there are both literal monsters and human monsters. Yap has talked about how slowly this story came together for her, but I’m so glad it did come together for her because this is wonderful.
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